Unsure
03.08.05 ||| 12:59 pm

I hate how easily I fall into this weird depression type state the second Alfred goes back to work. I'm pathetic... and I keep telling myself that I would be okay if only he was home with me all the time. Gah. Sad, I know. I really need to find something else in my day to day life that will interest me and keep me from being so damned dependant.

I'm all pissy toay because my tax return check STILL hasn't come. I need to go grocery shopping and shit. Gah.

I dunno. I've been in a fucked up mood these passed few days. I keep realizing just how full of nothing my life is. I need to make a change...but I am unsure of where to begin.

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