I mean. geez-us man. I hate the way shit is going between him and I right now. I feel like I bug him and pester him, yet I don;t know what to do about it. I tried to talk to him about it all tonight and he fell asleep... at least he left me thinking he did anyway. I highly doubt he actually fell asleep. He just has issues with me actually laying claims to feelings that I have a right to have. Dammit. I ust want to feel like he loves me. He says he does, but I want him to show it. Is that asking too much? Hm. Well, apparently, it is.
Dammit all.