blah. daylog
10.23.04 ||| 9:29 pm

So, yeah. I still feel like I'm losing Alfred even though I am doing everything I can think of to make him happy. Whenever we talk, if I question him on anything, he tells me I need to calm down. It's annoying.

I dunno. I don't want to lose him though.

I went to the doctor today about my foot, which still hurts like a bitch, and it is in fact broken. Wonderful.

I bought a pregnancy test today as well... yet, I am too afraid to take it. I'm not sure what outcome I'm hoping for.

Alfred is out at the bar... good ol' Maloo's. I asked him to be good while he was out... he laughed and said he'd try. Meh.

I hate being me right now.

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