cutting & girlies
10.19.04 ||| 9:04 pm

Hm. I need to pay attention to the things I do. I need to watch what I say, and keep myself from doing the stupid shit... like cutting.

If I don't... I'll lose the one thing that matters to me.

& I just can't do that.

Things are okay between him & I right now... I am still wary about the girls out in Maryland... but I dunno.

I'm just confused about everything right now. Meh.

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