Is that the way to spell it?
If not, then... bah. You all know what I'm talking about anyway. Right?
3 people having sex together. Yeah. Threesomes.
Now, for the question that is plagueing me... What is with guys wanting threesomes?
Alfred has been mentioning them all the fucking time anymore. ((it's getting kinda old.))
I have these friends, Louis and Hortencia. The entire time I've known them ((which is like 3 years maybe)) thay have been involved in consistant monogamous 3-people relationships. Well, maybe not consistant... they tend to change their "third person" frequently... But none-the-less, they always have one other person involved in their relationship... ((one other girl, to be more specific))
I've talked with Louis about this... and he tried to sell me some story about how he deserves to have 2 women... I don't really remember all the details he gave me, but as I see it, if he's lucky enough to have a woman ((Hortencia)) that is okay with being in a relationship like that, then more power to him. no?
BUT really, what is with this shit being trendy?
Alfred has started asking about a threesome. Only if we add another girl though... not another guy. ((because as he puts it, guys aren't sexxxy)) When ever we're out and about he tries to get me to check out all the females and point out which ones I would be willing to invite into our relationship. I think he thinks that this might happen.
But in all honesty i don't think I am comfortable enough in our relationship to do that. I already doubt how much he loves me to begin with and if we did that then i would be seeing him with another girl and that would fuck with my head.
I don't know. Anyone have any advice on threesomes. I mean, it seems interesting... i do find girlies sexxxy and all... and the few times I've made-out with girls it was nice... but do I really want to delve into that with Alfred?
It kinda scares me.
I never know.
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But the whole threesome thing... what makes guys think that they deserve to have more than one girl? What makes them think they're special?
Bah.
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Anyhow. Bah. Quitting all that talk of sex with other girls.
I've been thinking alot about Alfred and how he and I relate...
I have come to the conclusion that he is uncomfortable with all emotions except for anger and contentness. He never allows himself to show his happiness and whenever he gets sad or hurt by something he'd much rather find something to anger or frustrate him then admit he's hurting or sad. Even the night that I left Maryland, he was bitching at me and getting frustrated with me... but it was like I knew he was only doing that so he wouldn't let me see him being sad about my leaving. I dunno.
I've been with him for over 2 years now... and I've only seen him cry twice. Once when i was telling him about my being raped and once when he was telling me about his childhood.
BUT, I have seen him horrendously angry too many times to count.
He is capable of such anger... its frightening.
Bah.
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Well, I'm going to go re-vamp my friend Sadie's review site. ((flirtreviews.)) She left it and won't be returning, so I told her I'd take it over. at least to finish off the requested reviews... yeah.
And I need to do my reviews for Puta-reviews. I tried to do the latest one last night but i realized i was being way too harsh and mean so i put it off for today.
Bah.
Later later.