the thoughts in my head
08.04.04 ||| 11:37 pm

I hate the way I feel tonight.

I'm pissy, bitchy, sad, and i want to stab someone in the eye with a pencil. Just because I can.

I've been hating everyone tonight. Everyone can go fuck themselves and... yeah I don't even now.

I just feel hurt. But I don't know why. There is nothing that could be hurting me... except ideas. thoughts. That no one but myself has placed into my head.

I need to quiet all the ideas running around in my head... but i can't sleep. i can't calm down, either. I feel jumpy, I feel hectic. Inside. And I can't figure anything out.

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