Everything sucks.
02.23.05 ||| 7:02 pm

Alfred went out tonight... he was strange on the phone.

He just sounded kind of like, clipped and pissy and just aggravated and when I asked him if he was ok he said no and that he was drinking.

I asked him if he was mad at me or something... and he said no. But I still have that lonely feeling-lump in the throat thing going on.

Lame I know.

My computer is a complete fuck-tard. I had to restore it today in order to get anything to work properly. It blows all sorts of goats and I forgot to make copies of all my favorites and shit so all is lost. Fuck monkeys.

Gah.

I want my monkey and I want to not feel alone and I just... I just wish everything didn't suck my big toe. ::sigh::

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