It's like I'm suffering from too many emotions at once. I wanna smile, laugh, cry, hug him, push him down on the bed and jump on his body....
Okay. Maybe I'm a little carried away when he comes home... but you be away from your sexy boyfriend for more than a month and see how you react when you see him again.
I got up a bit early this morning and showered and shaved and did all those girly things that make a girl feel sexy. I did my make up and I'm wearing clothes that I feel good in. Damn, I feel like this is our first date... gah. But its like this everytime he comes home. I want to impress him. I want him to see me and think, "Damn, there's my baby... and I missed her and she looks good... and now I want to jump her bones."
Ha.
But seriously. That's what I want him to think.
I am going to go back down in my room now. I want to give my room the once over and make sure it looks neat, but not too neat. I wanna make sure all of my girly journals and writings are put away somewhere where he won't find them and read them, unless hes searching for them... and then I would know if he was doing that, because I am going to be up his ass the entire time hes home. I just need to make sure that I feel like everything is perfect, ya know?
Damn, you just don't know how much I've missed this boy... you really don't.