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01.19.05 ||| 5:42 pm

I feel insanely sad tonight...

I have my job interview tomorrow morning. I'm nervous but Alfred assures me that it doesn't matter one way or the other wether I get the job or not. He says he'll take care of me.

He's being a sweetheart tonight... and it makes me miss him more than ever.

I do feel rather shitty tonight though. I can't get over this sadness that is just kicking it here, sitting on my head.

It sucks.

Alfred will be home on the 3rd of February. He'll be here only till the 8th. I all ready am depressed that he's not coming home for ever. Gah.

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