Kelle
07.09.04 ||| 2:34 pm

I feel so massively lost.

I was reading through my e*mail and was reminded of the fact that Alfred is gone and I don't know what he's up too.

Kelle e*mailed him. She misses him, she is no longer in love with him... she wants to re-hash their entire relationship.

Why is she still around?

Why must I be reminded that there is a girl out there that knows him better than me... that is approved of by his family...

She's really not that great, is she?

I mean he chose me over her... dumped her for me...

then why does even the mention of the name Kelle leave me feeling threatened?

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